Short Hellos and Long Goodbyes....

....So this is growing up... i'm not so sure i'm liking this.
Things were going SO good for
a while. When it seems like things are finally gonna start
working out, there comes
the slap in the face. Haha oh life....

Well its been awhile since i blogged. so here's catching up.
i got to be home ALL WEEK last week.
just let me tell you how great it was. ah i loved it.
we went to island park for my
grandparents 50TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!!! so cute right?!
haha almost everyone was
there and it was so much fun! except i got the WORST
sunburn of my entire life.
I can't even tell you how bad it was. buttt good news!
its turning into a slight
tan. And any of you who know me, know that thats a pretty
big deal.:] but it was good to see everyone.
I got to see KARLY!!
yes, you heard right! i finally got to see my best friend.
it had been way way
wayyyyy to long since i had seen her. it was so good to
catch up and hear
all her fun stories about her life. she's the bomb.
i also got to hang
out with my bestie/cousin abby! oh how i love her.
she is so much fun
to be with and would do anything for me... like
drive to Sugar City
at 11Pm.. just so i could see chase. i love her.
i got so see Elise too!
ah it was the best! i miss that girl more than anything.
she's the cutest!!!
she is always happy, and super easy to talk to! Love her!!
Hangin out with chase
was so worth the wait. he is sooo much fun to
be around. i hate that
we live so far away from each other
'cause it gets in the
way of things.... all good things must come to an end right...?
ugh. i just wish things
didn't have to be the way they are. i wish i could have what
i wanted.. but life just doesn't
work that way most times. Sometimes you just gotta fake it till
you make it. i just hope we really
still will be friends.... because it usually doesn't end that
way. ah.

So... on a happy note!
I WILL BE AN AUNT THIS WEEK!!! can you even believe it?!
oh my heck i'm soo flippin
excited!!! They put leisha on bed rest until she has
that cute little girl.
so... she better come soon cause her aunt wants to see
her REAL bad.
welllll....thats pretty much all i have to say.
lets hope that next time
i'll have pictures of my niece to post!! YAYY!

..*Could this be any better?!?!

ok so.....
this weekend i drove to pocatello and stayed with my sister. She's gettin ready to have a baby!! YAYAYAY! But it was good to get away for awhile. My friend chase came and saw me...and i kinda sorta like him..but shhhh its a secret:] but i think he might be a little too good for me.... but we'll see...
But can i just tell you that i'm so excited for my sister to have her baby. AHHH. she's gonna be so spoiled and loved!!! ahhh i can't wait!! but thats pretty much all i have to say :]

....just let it go.

so these last few days i've learned....to just let it go.
i stopped caring what people
think about me. I'm sick of worrying about what i do or
say, because i'm afraid of
what people will think of me. I'm just gonna be me. nothing
more. nothing less. People
will learn to deal:] haha ah. I don't wanna be the kind of
person who gets caught up
in the drama, and the rumors. I know firsthand what it does
to people...its not fun.

SO...
Things in life are constantly changing. Instead of being
worried about it, i'm
going to be ready for whatever is going to come and
make the most of it.
Lookin at life with a new perspective. Gonna catch
whatever life throws
at me...with a smile.:]